You know (or most of you know) that I am a very honest person. I am quite real as well. These last few weeks have really been hard and quite daunting. God is supplying but I am just drained. Having one set of older parents to care for is difficult but 2 sets with a terminally ill one in the mix, is really hard.
I received an email from a "friend" ( blog reader) that simply wanted to 'remind" me of how "morbid" I had been lately. She seemed to be "worried" that I was detouring people from reading my blog. I was taken back at first and I really (still) am not sure what to make of her comments. So "friend" this is for you! I am a child of God, with a mortal's heart and soul. I am not perfect, nor profess to be. This blog was started a s a daily journal. For my life, to see where I've been and where I will go with Christs' help. The things I write about are VERY real and heartfelt in every way. I am sorry that you feel I am depressing you and making you down.
For those of you (or the one) that feels this way, I will pray for you. Please find someone's blog to replace mine for your reading enjoyment. These are the things important to me and that are actually happening in my life right now. I am so sorry that this lowly blog has brought you "down" and made you "so sad". Perhaps you could find comfort in the Psalms or other scripture of God's word.
"I can do all things through Christ which strengthens me". Phil. 4:13. I gather a lot of strength from this verse. I am just a sinner saved by HIS grace.
I hope you all continue to read I hope you find something in my blog that touches you in some way or another. One thing I do want to reinterrate, is that God is awesome......all of the time. I am one thankful child as well. How blessed I am that he is in control and not us mortals. I am looking forward to meeting my Father some day!