My headache has subsided. I had hoped for other plans , to sleep. However, the Lord has laid this on my heart and I must write, for now. Although, I am not sure where to start........
When I was 17 I found Christ. I was brought up in church (actually a Church of Christ, I am now Pentecostal) and while I did not "find" Christ for sometime I was a "good girl". I have always went to church and done most of the things Christians are suppose to do. I try now to do what I am "suppose" to do and I talk the talk. This week (or weekend) something tragic happened (see www.rickandbubba.com) and a sweet child went home to be with his Heavenly Father. This really got me to thinking. I don't really walk the walk. How many people have I helped bring to know the gospel? How many people have I really shown Christ to?
I do not do all I need to, I probably don't even get close. I am JUST a mortal. I want to go to heaven, but am I doing all I CAN to get there?!! I regret so many things, daily. Like when I lose my patience with my boys or my husband. Like when I am short to my parents. When I don't find time to pray. Like now, when I cannot remember the last time I got lost in his word.
I am AMAZED, in complete awe of this Daddy and his faith just days after losing his son. He spoke at the celebration (memorial). People were led to Christ there. WOW. I encourage you to view this. www.rickandbubba.com. Just click on each part to view.
I really don't know where I'm going with this. I just want to be better and really walk the walk and not just talk the talk. I want to meet you all one day, perhaps if not here on this earth then when we all get home!
Tonight Lord, I just want to thank you for all of the blessings, great and small. Lord, I love you and I ask you to forgive me. Lord I love you and I want to be a better child of the King. I ask for the ones that might read this to see my heart and feel your love. Thank you for sending your son for my sins and every one's! Thank you for touching my heart and helping me see. I ask all this in your name Father and give you the Glory! Praise you Lord! Amen.
If you don't know the Lord I encourage you to. You will NEVER be the same. God is so good, all of the time. Blessings on you...............